Beginning of the End

I believe that today maybe the beginning of the end in a chapter of my life. I can't say that I am too happy about it. It does mean some tough decisions I need to make in the coming days/weeks/months. So far, this year has been a very troublesome/problematic year. Not just with work or home , but in life in general. I think that sometimes I get taken advantage of cuz I am not a DICK. A jerk, a goof, or even a smartass, but not a DICK. Why is it that shitty things happy to nice people? Cuz they are not dicks. Now I may be a smartass when I am playing ball or hanging with friends, but they always know that if they have a problem they know who they can go to. What sux is if I vent ,which rarely happens, or have a problem they are used against me. What the F? Why is that? I don't have to bring up someone's past or wrong doings why do it to me. I'm not a perfect person. Never have been never will be. But I do try my best at things. At home, I can do what ever is needed, but that is not good enough. At work, I can be very accomidating to difficult situations that require me to take it in the ass, but it is never good enough. I'm not asking for pity or anything like that. I never will, a beer maybe but not pity. I just wonder that sometimes when these situations popped up that if I took my dosage of "FUKITOL" if people would then just leave me alone. Sometimes that is needed. So, for today I am taking my "FUKITOL" pill.